Friday, March 26, 2010

I Don't Care

You are so smug in your self-righteous condemnation, you actually think I deserve this. Or, maybe you think it's amusing. Is that laughter in your eyes? Go ahead and laugh. See if I care. Enjoy it all while you can. Savor every moment of your pitiful victory. Rejoice in my pain and humiliation before you. It won't change a thing.


Damn, that thing hurts and it's all your fault.

Were you pleased when I was sentenced to a spanking in your presence? Did you smile behind my back as I lowered my jeans and panties? Was it difficult to contain yourself when I bent over the back of the couch? Do you feel better with each loud pop of the paddle against my rear? Is it just and fair in your eyes or do you not care?


I don't care. That's right, I-DON'T-CARE! He can swing that paddle all day long and I'm still not going to apologize to the likes of you. I said what I said and I meant it. If you don't like it, guess what? I don't care. You think my situation justifies your opinion but, all it really does is prove who has the power and who doesn't. That's right, I'm the victim and you are nothing more than a victimizer. If only you could hear me think, you'd know it too.


That really, really, hurts!

I know, I know, you don't care. Well neither do I. I don't care how hot it burns or how red it glows, I'm not going to apologize. I'm not sorry and I'm not going to say that I am no matter how long this drags on. You can sit there with that look of disapproving approval on your face all you like, but it won't change anything. I was right and I'm not backing down. There are principles you know and I for one, stand by mine. Okay, maybe I'm not exactly standing, but that's not the point.

Ooh! Oh. OW!

Does he really have to swing that hard? I mean if he keeps going like that we're going to find out which is more resilient, the paddle or my butt. You'd bet on the paddle I'm sure, but I'm stronger than you think. I'm not going to let a little discomfort sway me from my convictions. Just because he took your side doesn't make me wrong. You twisted everything in your typical conniving way and even if he doesn't know it, I do. You aren't going to beat me!

OW! Oh. OW! OW! YOW!

Maybe that was a poor choice of words. Technically, you aren't beating me, he is, but your point is duly noted. Still, this is a battle you will not win. This tear on my cheek is not a sign of defeat or surrender. It is a badge of my courage and strength of will. Soon, I will be jumping up and down in victory. Oh, you might think it's for another reason, but then I've always been smarter and more devious than you.


It looks like he is done. Done with me that is. What's the matter? You don't look so pleased now. Yes, yes I heard what he said. Time for me to get up. You aren't going to cry are you? Just because the tables are soon to turn doesn't mean you've lost, does it? Well, for me it does. I shall enjoy every minute of your humiliating spanking as you've enjoyed mine. Almost that is. I don't think I'm going to be sitting while I watch, but that's such a small insignificant detail. Don't you agree?


AL said...


Another different point of view this one is great.(getting difficult for me to decide which one of these is at the top of my list) if she voiced her thoughts on accident of course could be a not so good thing

thanks for the story

Paul said...

Ash, we often think that partners in crime at least like each other.
In this scenario the current spankee believes her punishment unjust and blames the recipient of her gaze to be responsible for her predicament.
When are you going to surpise me and write somethig that isn't top notch.
Warm hugs,

Ashley J said...

Al, It would be interesting to see how all the parties would react if they knew her thoughts, but that will have to wait for another story at another time. Still plenty of ideas floating around in my head.

Paul, One of the more interesting things I've learned while writing is there are always at least three sides to every story and that number grows, the more people who are involved. In this case I wonder what her "friend" is actually thinking while watching her spanking. As for writing less than my best, I certainly hope you never catch me doing anything even close. LOL.