What to Wear?

She stood stiffly, her back to the corner. Eyes cast downward, hands wringing together, waiting for the words that would seal her fate. She knew the spanking was inevitable, of that there was no doubt, but was there any hope for her modesty? Had she been bad enough to bare it all?

As an author of spanking fiction I regularly find myself at this juncture. The spankee’s fate is set, she’s earned her marks and all that remains is to determine exactly how the discipline will be carried out. There are of course other kinds of spankings, but today I’m thinking about the disciplinary sort because it ties in with the project I’m currently working on, The Spanking Days of Summer. (Check out the latest post on Quest Five for more information.)

One of the most controversial decisions I make is the spankee’s state of dress. What type of attire is she wearing at the start? Uniforms are always a favorite, but there is also the casual attire, the bed clothes, the swimwear, and more. You might consider it rather insignificant, but it can play a huge role in how a spanking plays out. Although I have occasionally written spankings over clothed bottoms, I am more inclined to at a minimum remove the outer layer of protection, be it pants, jeans, shorts, or a skirt. In my opinion this act of preparing for the spanking carries with it an emotional charge as the spankee and the reader begin to fully anticipate the spanking to come.

Sometimes, a bare bottom just doesn’t seem like it’s enough. Maybe the spankee is throwing around a little extra attitude, or maybe they went beyond bad behavior to deliberately destructive, but there come these times when the story needs to go a little farther. There are various stages of undress which can be employed from removing particular articles of clothing (ie. skirt, jeans, panties, etc.) to removing every stitch of clothing and every glitter of jewelry. I find these scenes particularly powerful because I can’t help but put myself in their shoes-- uh place (naked usually means no shoes, doesn’t it?). Humiliation and liberation collide until the spanking intercedes and leaves us with the absolute certainty the spankee has been punished. Or has she?

As you can no doubt imagine, I spend a lot of time considering the possible states of dress before, during and after a spanking. Every detail has to fit the story, the characters, and the setting. If I get it wrong, the story falls flat and an otherwise perfect scene is forgotten before it is even read. Whatever your preferences, I’m sure you’ll agree the attire (On, off, or somewhere in-between) plays a prominent role in the fantasy.

Pop Quiz

“There was life before cellphones,” He said.

A figurative light flashed in my head and I said, “BC? Wasn’t that like over 2000 years ago?”

“Do you think I’m joking with you?” He asked.

I debated the question with the available facts. The muscles in his face were clearly suppressing both a smile and laughter, which definitely held in favor of joking. There was the dryness of his tone and squareness of his shoulders which suggested more along the lines of not joking though. How was I supposed to make a determination when his own body seemed to be conflicted about the issue?

I shrugged and went with the truth, saying, “I’m not really sure.”

“Let me clarify then,” He said, taking a step nearer and seemingly looming over me. “I’m not joking and this is a very serious matter. You are in a lot of trouble.”

I looked up at him doe-eyed and said, “I didn’t mean any harm.”

“When intentions and actions fail to align it is your actions by which you are judged,” He said.

“Huh?” I said, mentally scratching my head.

He sighed and said, “Just because you meant no harm does not change the fact you did harm.”

“To whom?” I asked, offended by the very thought.

“Yourself to begin with,” He said.

“I was only texting a friend,” I said.

“During the middle of a quiz,” He said.

“I wasn’t cheating,” I said.

“How can I know that?” He asked.

“Because I’m telling you,” I said.

“How do I know you aren’t lying?” He asked.

“Why would I lie?” I asked.

“To stay out of trouble,” He said.

“Apparently it’s not working,” I said.

“No, it’s not,” He said.

“And you think I would continue telling a lie that wasn’t working?” I asked.

“Maybe you maintain some hope it will prevail,” He said.

“Or maybe I’m telling the truth,” I said.

“Maybe, but I can’t play favorites,” He said.

I smiled and said, “Are you suggesting I’m a favorite.”

He said, “I think we are getting a little off topic.”

“I’m sorry,” I said, lowering my eyes, “I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.”

He slipped a single finger beneath my chin and raised my head until our eyes met. A gentle smile formed on his lips and I returned it with one of my own. Our roles of student and teacher faded into the background. He was just a man and I was just a woman. I dreamed of him leaning down and pressing his lips against mine, encasing me in his arms and sweeping me off my feet.

“You are a beautiful young woman,” He said, gazing into my eyes. “I enjoy having you in my class, but I cannot ignore it when you break the rules.”

“Where does that leave us?” I asked.

“I’m going to have to spank you,” He said.

“You make that sound like a bad thing,” I said, fluttering my eyelashes.

“It is,” He said, sounding grave.

“Are you sure?” I asked, stepping closer to him, until only electric air stood between us.

He took a step back and said, “This is serious.”

“Of course,” I said, taking another step toward him.

His hands grasped my shoulders, pushing me arms length away from him and he said, “This won’t be pleasant. Cheating is a very serious matter.”

“I wasn’t cheating,” I said.

“You could have been,” He said.

“But I wasn’t,” I said.

“It doesn’t matter,” He said.

“Do you discipline all your students for things they could have done or just the ones you consider beautiful?” I asked.

“Just the ones that give me an excuse,” He said.

“You’re bold,” I said.

“I’m not the one who was using a cellphone in plain sight during the middle of a quiz,” He said.

“I wasn’t cheating. I had nothing to hide,” I said.

“We’ll see about that,” He said, sitting down on the student bench behind him. His hands grabbed my waist and pulled me a half step closer to him. I considered pulling away from him, but the excitement of the moment held me glued in place.

“What are you doing?” I asked, settling my hands on his wrists.

He glanced up at me and said, “Taking your pants down.”

“What if someone comes in?” I asked, enjoying the exhilaration of the thought.
“I thought you had nothing to hide,” He said.

“I meant from you,” I said.

He tugged my jeans down to my knees and said, “The longer you wait to get over my knee, the greater the chance that someone does come through the door.”

I shook my head at him, but quickly waddled over to his side and draped myself over his lap. His arms held me to him, securing me in place and I almost forgot where we were. The gentle touch of his hand on my bottom sent shivers up my spine and I closed my eyes, savouring the sensation of safe vulnerability. His hand slapped against my bottom causing my eyes to jolt open.

“Ouch,” I said, looking back and up at him, “that hurt.”

He chuckled and said, “It’s supposed to.”

“It never does in my fantasies,” I said.

“Welcome to reality,” He said, spanking my bottom again.

“I’ve learned my lesson,” I said. “You can stop now.”

“I’m sure I could stop, but I’m equally sure you have learned very little yet so, if you don’t mind,” He said, patting my bottom as he spoke, “and even if you do, we’re going to continue this for a little while.”

His hand delivered a flurry of hard spanks all over my bottom and I said, “You’re a monster.”

“Flattery will get you nowhere,” He said, continuing the spanking with enthusiasm.

“I wasn’t cheating,” I said, wriggling against his hold of my body.

“You were using your cellphone,” He said, his hand rising and falling in tune with every syllable.

“So what?” I said.

“It’s against the rules,” He said.

“Okay, fine, but you don’t have to make such a big deal out of it,” I said.

“I’m not,” He said, keeping a steady, fast pace to the spanking. “You on the other hand, are making quite a big fuss for a minor hand spanking. I’m tempted to break out the paddle just to show you how bad a spanking can really be.”

“You wouldn’t,” I said, trying to pretend I was not panicking.

“Hold still and take your punishment or I will,” He said.

I stared at the floor. His hand impacting my bottom, jostled my view and kept my thoughts spinning round and round. My body pushed against him, my fists rested against the floor. There was no escape from his relentlessness. The only question which remained, burned in my thoughts. He would follow through with his threat, I had no doubt, but whether or not I wanted to push his buttons and test my limits, I did not know. I inhaled a deep breath, closed my eyes tight and made a choice. I held still, not quite brave enough to take things to the next level. Maybe next time.

The Bad Girl Shuffle

"Shorts, down to your ankles," He said in a gruff, uncompromising voice.

I stomped my foot in protest and stared at him. He didn't even blink, not that I was really expecting it. What he did do was lower his chin a notch, rest a hand on his waist and sigh. His finger pointed at my shorts and then at my ankles. I shook my head, he huffed.

"Now," He said, impatience resonating in his tone.

I looked from him to the man sitting on our couch. He was a neighbor. Not even a friend or family, just a neighbor we didn't even know that well. I shook my head again. Our neighbor grinned and chuckled. I wanted to run out the door and never look back.

"If I have to tell you again, you'll regret it," He said.

Our neighbor leaned back on the couch and folded his arms across his chest. The grin on his face and the tilt of his head left nothing to imagine in regards to his opinion. His eyes were focused on my shorts. I scowled at them both, realizing I had no choice in matters. My thumbs hooked into the waistband of my shorts and in a quick motion, I dragged them down my legs to rest around my ankles. I folded my hands in front of me hiding as much as I could while my face burned with embarrassment.

"Better," He said, nodding approval. "Now you can shuffle on over to the closet and fetch the paddle."

Resignedly, I began the careful act of walking across the room with my shorts restricting every step along the way. It felt ridiculous, which was obviously the point. There was no reason to keep my shorts on at all, save to humiliate me as I moved about. I glared at the closet as if it were responsible for the red shame emanating from my cheeks.

As I reached for the door handle, he said, "The big one, with holes."

I glared back at him over my shoulder, eyes widening at the realization of his intentions. He said, "That's right, I'm not just going to give you a spanking. I'm going to blister your butt."

My tongue had a strong desire to respond. Fortunately, my brain had a stronger desire for survival. I turned away from him and reached into the closet, lifting the large, hole ridden paddle off its hook. Holding it in front of my nakedness, I slowly shuffled across the floor back to the place of misery, standing before him and our neighbor. I stared at the floor and although I was hopeful, I can't say I was surprised when the floor failed to open up and swallow me. What did surprise me was him sitting down on the couch and starting a conversation with our neighbor while I was left to stand there, facing them with my shorts around my ankles and a paddle in my hands.

Their conversation droned on long passed the point of any interest. That I was uninterested when they began is irrelevant. If you were left standing half naked in a room with them, I think you would agree, the only point of interest was when, where and how the paddle was going to be applied to my posterior. Being left in the dark, I naturally fidgeted and imagined only the most horrendous of possibilities which had the unfortunate effect of brightening the blush on my cheeks and bringing a sheen of sweat to my forehead.

In a loud voice, he said, "I suppose we should get on with things."

Our neighbor shifted his position on the couch, securing a more comfortable viewing place for himself and said, "Yes, I'm sure the paddle will do more good in your hands than hers."

Chuckling, he replied, "I doubt she would agree."

Our neighbor said, "I'm not particularly interested in her point of view, are you?"

He took the paddle from my hands leaving them empty and said, "No, I suppose I'm not."

My gaze bounced between the two men as their conversation dragged. A mixture of anger and embarrassment graced my already reddened cheeks and my hands clenched and unclenched in fists. Saying anything to either of them was definitely not in my best interest, but their banter was almost intolerable. I cleared my throat, hoping to remind them I was in the room although, I cannot figure how they could have forgotten.

"Right," He said, turning his gaze to me, his smile morphing into a frown. "Step on up and bend down, hands on the cushion."

I looked into his eyes, forced a smile onto my lips and began the agonizing journey to the open cushion of the sectional his finger pointed toward. My shorts were like shackles, threatening to trip me up and send me crashing to the floor if I moved as quickly as I wanted. Our neighbors gaze bore into me deeper and deeper with every step forward. Bravely, I met his gaze with my own, flashing him the same antagonistic smile until my feet stumbled. Catching my balance and feeling like even more a fool, I focused the remainder of my energy on reaching the cushion while still standing. I stopped near its edge and leaned down, resting my open palms on its surface and inhaling silent strength, waiting for the inevitable crack of wood against my bulging bottom.

Tension permeated every fiber of my body. My legs trembled in anticipation of the first swat and my eyes clenched closed only to flicker open when too many seconds slipped past without action. I took short deep breaths, bracing against the onslaught of discomfort the paddle would bring. Silence ruled the room as they savored my readiness, my embarrassed anticipation. Beneath my breath, I cursed them both and then, when my attention had only just faded from the prospect of the paddle's touch, it whooshed through the air and landed squarely against my bottom with an earsplitting crack.

Tears squirted from the corners of my eyes and I cried out in pain. My legs squirmed to the side as if moving my bottom after the fact would somehow alleviate the sting. Ripples of the paddle's force rushed through my body, leaving my flesh jiggling and bring fresh waves of shame to my face. Our neighbor watched in silence, his only comment a slight smirk at the edges of his lips. I dreamed of slapping it away, but the paddle interrupted, cracking against my bottom for a second time.

"I'm sorry," I said, my voice manifesting itself from the compilation of pain and shame pulsing through me.

"Of course you are," Our neighbor said.

"Sorry isn't good enough," He said and swung the paddle again.

"Please," I said, begging for mercy as tears spilled like waterfalls from my eyes.

The paddle snapped against my bottom again and he said, "Give you more? Certainly."

"No!" I said between ragged breaths.

I sobbed hearing the swoosh of the paddle cutting through the air behind me. Its impact brought fire and sting, temporarily cleansing me of shame and embarrassment. My entire world consisted of the burning pain in my bottom and the wooden paddle delivering it over and over again. I twisted and squirmed, raising my bottom higher and lower, futilely hoping to avoid the next swat only to have it land with perfect precision.

"I'm really, really sorry," I said.

The slap of the paddle into my burning bottom was his reply. Apparently I was yet to be sorry enough. I clenched and unclenched my buttocks, hoping to alleviate even the smallest amount of discomfort. The swats continued, undaunted by my efforts. My head dropped as low as it could, my hair brushing against the cushion below. Sobs wracked through my body and all the tension abandoned me. I surrendered to the paddle's will, to the burning pain and the stinging shame.

He slapped the paddle against my bottom one last time and said, "Stand up."

I obeyed, tears streaming down my cheeks, arms and legs quivering with the effort. Sniffling, I avoided looking at our neighbor. I forced my breath back into a regular pattern, combating the sobs threatening to overwhelm me. All I wanted was to curl up on the floor and nurse my tortured bottom back to a cool pain-free state, but of course that was not an option.

"Turn around," He ordered and I obeyed. He held the paddle out toward me and I reached out, taking it from his hands. He pointed to the pillar behind him and said, "Over there and hold the paddle above your bottom."

I took a deep breath and shuffled toward the pillar. It no longer bothered me that they were both watching my every move. The whiteness of the pillar felt comforting, like an escape from the reality around me and my eyes drank into it. I raised the paddle behind me, resting it over my bottom and came to a stop only inches before my nose touched the pillar. Behind me, I heard him settle onto the sectional and resume a quiet conversation with our neighbor. Part of me wished they would leave, part of me did not care what they did or said, and part of me wondered why I keep finding myself facing this pillar with my bottom bare and burning.

Music Lesson

"Can you feel it?" He asked.

I stood stiff and straight, the violin tucked properly beneath my chin. My fingers held tight against the tension in the strings as I drew the bow across them. The notes whined in the air, the instrument vibrating against me, sending its echoes through my body. I felt all of it, but it was not what he was asking.

"No," I said, frustration creeping into my voice as I continued to play, "Am I doing something wrong?"

"Music is emotion," He said rising up from his perch behind me and standing close to my back. I could feel his breath on my neck, my skin prickling in response to his proximity. He said, "You play the notes perfectly, hold the rhythm without flaw, but there is nothing of you in this. If you want to be truly great, the music has to be more than the notes on the page. It must flow from your heart, not your mind."

"But how?" I asked, dropping the violin from my chin and holding it silent, dangling at my side.

"Your technique is not the problem," He said.

"I don't understand," I said, twisting to look at him behind me.

"Have you ever been in love?" He asked.

My face flushed pink with embarrassment, my gaze drifted downward, away from him and I said, "Of course."

"How did it feel?" He asked.

I raised my eyes to meet his and asked, "To be in love?"

"Yes," He replied and I shrugged saying, "I don't know."

"Were there butterflies?" He asked, wrapping his arms around me and gently caressing my stomach, through the thin material of my top.

"Yes," I said, exhaling.

"Was there excitement?" He asked, his hands wandering to my bosom.

I nodded, unable to speak.

"Did you burn for him?" He asked, his hand traveling downward to my hips.

I closed my eyes and pressed back against him. His body pulsed against mine. Every nerve tingled with electric passion. His breath felt like a cool summer breeze on my neck. My arms trembled and the violin felt suddenly heavy in my hand. A smile found its way to my lips and the frustration faded away, replaced by temptation.

"Yes," I said, answering him at last.

His hold loosened and his hands fell away, leaving me flustered and confused. He took the violin and bow from my hands, casting the instrument aside. Nervous, I turned to face him, but could not meet his eyes for more than a second at a time. Tears or laughter would have eased the tension between us, neither was forthcoming.

"Your emotions are raw, inexperienced," He said.

"I'm not an innocent," I said, my cheeks growing hotter.

"No one is," He said, whispering in my ear. "You must learn to call upon your emotions at will, focus them and allow them to flow through you and into the music."

"But how?" I asked and he replied, "I will teach you."

"Take them down," He said, taking a step back from me and pointing at my jeans.

"But I didn't do anything," I said.

"You're not an innocent," He said, mocking me.

I looked up to find a devilish grin on his face. My face flushed hotter and I resigned myself to complying with his demands. He had spanked me before anyway, although, never for such a contrived reason. My fingers obeyed and unclasped my jeans, slipping them down and leaving me vulnerable to his gaze and more. I bit at my lip, embarrassed, not because my jeans were lowered, but because all I could think about was his arms wrapped around me and his hands exploring my body.

He seated himself on a low stool, keeping his gaze trained on my blushing cheeks. My eyes danced between his face, his lap and the floor. He patted his knee, indicating he was ready for me to lay myself over his lap. I took a shuffled step toward him and leaned down toward his lap, until his strong arms took over, laying me against him. His hand caressed my bottom, easing me into a sense of safety and security.

The slap of his hand against my bottom jolted me from my dazed state. His spanks were not particularly painful, he was capable of much worse. He settled into a rhythm, alternating between cheeks and my bottom bounced to the tune. I stared at the floor, committing myself to take whatever he would give and without complaint.

"Do you feel the beat?" He asked, without pausing in his efforts.

"Yes," I said, appreciating the irony in his choice of words.

"And what else do you feel?" He asked.

"Your hand," I said.

"And?" He asked.

"Some pain," I said, although the sting was only minor.

"Good," He said, continuing to spank me in perfect rhythm. "Now listen to the music in your head. Feel the pain in tune with that music, in tune with the slaps against your cute, red cheeks."

I tried to do what he asked. My mind settled on a melody and I began to hum it aloud. The rhythm flowed through me and I could almost imagine myself twirling on a dance floor. His spanks complimented the tune adding a drum-like beat and my responsive gasps only enhanced the music further. We were dancing together, floating on a cloud with beautiful music connecting us.

A knock on his door brought the music to a grinding halt. His hand stopped its rise and fall, resting lovingly on my tender bottom. I blinked at the floor, saddened by the sudden interruption. He lifted me from his lap and stood to answer the door. I bent to raise my jeans back in place.

"Leave them," He said and I looked up at him with questioning eyes.

"It's merely an old friend of mine, come to visit," He said.

"But—

"He's seen it all before," He said.

I sucked in air trying to cool the hot blood rushing to my face. He unlocked the door and looked back at me before opening it. I resigned myself to the embarrassment and kept my silence. He nodded approvingly and then I felt it. The embarrassment, the shame, the approval, everything pulsing inside us was emanating in the silence, surrounding us in the room. It was as invisible as the air, but just as present.

The Girl In The Window

"Out," Ms. Garrett said, pointing at the door and staring at me.

A hushed silence fell over the classroom. Feeling the eyes of my classmates boring into me, I closed my textbook and slipped it off the desk, into my waiting book bag. My knees wobbled under the weight of my peer's scrutiny as I rose from my front row desk. I walked with a nervous, anticipatory stomach toward the door. Ms. Garrett's gaze remained stern and her finger continued to point the way, while everyone else sat watching and wondering.

I stepped out into the empty hallway and listened to solid clunk of the closing door. Anxiously, I walked the vacant corridor toward the office at the end. It felt like freedom, walking alone in the hallways normally crowded with students scrambling to their respective classes. I had never walked them during classes before, never listened to the echo of my heels against the locker lined walls.

My hand rested on the cold brass of the door handle leading into the administrative office. I took a deep breath and steeled myself against the fear building like a lump in my throat. It was too late for second thoughts. I pulled the door open and walked inside, keeping my eyes downcast as I approached the assistant's desk. She clunked her phone down into its cradle and turned her attention to me. I caught a flash of shock on her face before her usual emotionless facade restored itself.

I swallowed my lump and said, "Ms. Garrett sent me."

She looked me up and down before saying, "I'll let him know. Stand over there and face the wall."

I followed her finger to the wall across the office and bit at my lip. It was no surprise I would have to wait, but I had not expected to do so in such an embarrassing fashion. I swallowed again and walked as slowly as I could to the wall. In my imagination, hordes of my classmates came through the office at the very moment I reached the wall. They pointed and snickered while murmuring about the deeds I had undoubtedly done. None of them felt even the slightest twinge of sympathy for me. I deserved my fate, had escaped for far too long and now, finally, justice was upon me. Fortunately, my imagination is far more fertile than reality.

The wait seemed eternally long. I stared at the texture on the wall finding dragons, dogs, giraffes, elephants, and lions until it all blurred into white nothingness. The office staff continue about their business as if I were not in the room. They whispered amongst each other and although it was tempting to think their quiet words were about me, it was obvious they were not. Nobody cared, nobody except me.

"Mr. Pinkert will see you now," The assistant said, loud enough I knew she was talking to me.

I hesitated a moment, gathering my wits once more. Butterflies swirled in my stomach like dogfighting jets. My knees went weak, but I found the courage to put one foot in front of the other and made my way across the office to his closed door. The assistant nodded for me to knock and I raised my trembling hand to comply. The wood felt hard against my knuckles and the knock echoed like a sonic boom in my ears.

"Come in," Mr. Pinkert said from behind the door.

I stepped inside just enough to allow the door to close behind me. Mr. Pinkert sat behind his desk, his hands folded together and resting on the desktop. Underneath his hands, a small pink note awaited his attention. No doubt it was from Ms. Garrett about me. Admittedly, I was curious as to what she had written, but not enough to ask him. I felt tiny standing before him. The stern frown on his face set my heart to a pounding pace.

"Over here, girl," He said, pointing to a spot directly in front of his desk.

My legs carried me forward without my conscious cooperation. His voice boomed in my ears, leaving me lightheaded and scared. It had all seemed like a good idea in the beginning, but now, it was feeling like a mistake. I bit my tongue to avoid rambling nonsensical explanations. My eyes rose to the open window behind him. The empty courtyard outside taunted me, trapped as I was behind closed doors.

"If I'm not mistaken, this is your first trip to my office," He said.

"Yes," I replied, shifting my gaze down to his desktop.

"I aim to make it your last. If you had any illusions I might go easy on you, put them out of your head now," He said, pushing off his desk and standing up.

I chewed on my lip, uncertain if I was expected to respond or remain quiet. He opened a desk drawer and pulled out a small leather strap. The drawer slammed closed, making me jump at the unexpected sound. He smiled as if my nervous response pleased him. I watched him as he walked around his desk, coming to stand behind me where I could no longer see him.

"Do you have anything to say for yourself before I spank your naughty bottom?" He asked.

I swallowed and said, "Just that I'm sorry. I know it won't make any difference, but I want you to know I'm sorry and I know I deserve this."

He said, "Well then, why don't we get this over with. Bend over the desk, grab the far edge and stay down, unless you want extras."

I sucked in air puffing out my chest and closing my eyes. The moment at hand, I was no longer certain this had been a good idea at all. Still, the choice had long been made and the time to turn back was long gone. I leaned forward, carefully supporting my weight on his desk until my upper body was laying flat against it, my hands grasping the far, unseen edge. My leg jumped at the faint brush of his against my tender thigh and my eyes shot open in barely contained panic. He chuckled, amused at my reaction to his touch and without further warning his fingers swept underneath the hem of my skirt and flipped it up on my back. I swallowed fear by the gallon, unable to think of anything more pertinent than the gaze of his eyes upon my exposed bottom.

My reflection stared back at me from the window behind his desk. I could see him as well, arm raised high above me with a limp leather strap hanging from his hand. The ticking of the clock on his wall pounded like a drum in my ears. My skin prickled from light breeze of air conditioning over my body. I focused on the girl in the window, the fear and the commitment in her eyes. There was strength to be found and I grasped it, holding tight to the edge and waiting for the fall of the strap, the pain it would bring.

The dull clap of the leather against my protruding bottom belied the true force of the swat. I blinked as the sting twitched my buttocks and legs. In the glass his lips curled at the edges in the kind of smile men have when they are more satisfied than happy. My body returned to stillness. The sting of the first stroke passed from pain to warmth.

He laid on another stroke, striking perfectly below the first. I gasped in response to the new sensation of sting. My legs shuddered once more for his enjoyment and my bottom bounced. Holding me head up, I stared at the girl in the glass. I admired her composure, her strength, her acceptance. All the doubts I had harbored for so long slipped away. The choice was right and the consequences just. I refrained from smiling lest he realize the game being played and change the rules. Ms. Garret was right, sometimes even a good girl needs a spanking.